File under "I don't know..."

I am feeling impossibly blank.

It is not numbness or emptiness. It is perhaps confusion, but not quite. I feel as if my brain has not digested the last couple of days.

London cannot come soon enough. I cannot wait to get on that plane on Sunday. I think this trip is the best thing for me right now. It is not just a break or a change of scenery. It is a desire to be elsewhere.